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Monday, June 11, 2007
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Posted by Di Yao at 6:35 PM
thinking it over and over again
should i play bootes or cass?
i really very confused
sometimes..
i log in 'tortio lvl42'
feel like tranning
but
i will think about 'isoft lvl83'
haizx...
bootes is full of friends
cass is with my cousins
maple ar maple
why would you make so many worlds
haizx..
o level is coming...
should i play?
my result like sh*t
i can really say like SH*T
haizx..
mr ramesh said,
'' there is something called [too late] "
this 2 words keep appearing in my eyes
whenever i nv do my homework/study
whenever i playing maple
whenever i playing dota
whenever i playing basketball
and even
whenever i going to sleep
will this 2 words becoming true in my life?
i kept telling myself
from the year start...
i shall concentrate on my study
but i failed to do so
again
and again
thats why i got this kind of result
sorry dad,
sorry mum,
sorry ~
sorry ~
yesterday,
when i was playing dota with kkc, qw, dom, allen and kkc fren
one of you mention sth
i know who u are
you said
' o level coming still play'
but u still play with me the match
i am really worry
really
my english
my chemistry
my physics
my geography
my a maths
my maths
my social studies
1st time..
1st TIME !
i am WORRIED ABOUT ALL MY SUBJECTS
why
WHY?
WHY!!?
diyao... wake up
please PLEASE
PLEASE ! dun let your parents down
just now finish asking my cousin about maple
asking him whether wan to play maple...
in our conversation...
he thinks that maple is just a waste a CASH
everything nid CASH
and scolded me
"U THINK MONEY EASY TO EARN ?"
and say something like this
which make it give up on maple
"when i signed in maple .. i felt like "what am i doing here"? what should i do .... its all changed .... i cant get in .. i cant get in. its too unstable. its unfair , its the games for cash player. using cash screwed the market, using cash to leel up fast, using cash to get good weapon, using cash to get scrolled or whatever its called, using cash to enter an event , using cash to spam and scold MEGA, using cash to open shop to earn money back , using cash etc etc .. NOW EVEN more worst!!!!! USING CASH TO AUTO POT !!!!AUTO HP POT AND MP POT !!!! using cash to loot items ... ETC !!! ALLLLLLL CASH !!!!! without CASH !!!!!!!!! U CANT PLAY MAPLE like FUN !!!!!!! U WAN TO HAVE FUN !!!!!!!!!!! CASH IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
now...
i will try to work hard in this 'holiday'
try to get rid of
maple
dota
i will
i must
i just feel like crying now
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