diyao

2009-03-13T17:40:00.004+08:00

it means that....

2009-02-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

When u see a guy fetch a girl home

and ur heart felt very painful at the moment

it just means that u have already fell in love with her

19/2/2008

2009-02-19T20:35:00.005+08:00

Its a fine day actually

but don't know why still felt moody in the end

Economics homework is increasing, the marks the i got back for my paper 4 is decreasing instead! I am really getting worried. Friends in my class were doing quite well for the paper except me. Even my best friend sensin=.=

Maths, have to really settle down to catch up all the homework already, though is currently managable it seems to be getting harder and harder. So, really have to be more disciplined already =.=

Accounts, Oh My God, The test that i just did yesterday was so TOUGH ! I "tikam" all the MCQ ! haizx, stress...

General paper, I have failed to do the things i plan to do. =.=

Seems like i really have to settle down le o, but, why does someone come into my world so sudden who might be leaving soon. Really dont know what should i do now. Wake up early in the morning to prepare breakfast for someone, but after all, felt quite stupid of doing this, don't know why, may be because of my friends, they like laughing at me doing this kind of things=.= haizx.

and this things is getting more complicated really, always make me kek nowadays. Actually, really feel like giving up but its really hard to me to do so.

To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.

Feb8

2009-02-08T19:51:00.002+08:00

yo haha.. long time didnt update my blog already :D haha..

reason 1 : lazy reason 2 : busy

anyway, just feel like blogging now..

KKC came my house yesterday night

he is staying over at my house for 2 days, going back tomorrow le haha

hope he can reach Singapore safely :X

saw his blog! he say msia very ULU !!! grrr... wth...

anyway, brought him to City Square this morning

bought some shirts and shoes lo

spent whole afternoon camping at my house to play dota -.-

but my computer keep "auto restart"

dont know why la

"HE DOTAING NOW ! USING FV " =.= losing i think

cause dont have me wakaka

anyway~ left 3 more months to my A2 levels

i score

Mathematics - A Accounting - B

Economics - C

so i am retaking my Economics

because i want to get an A !!

and hopefully my final result for my A levels will be A A A

so that i can join NTU ! yes.. singapore..=.=

*shall concentrate on my study and english

*english!!!!!

Happy Moo Moo Year

2009-01-28T14:25:00.001+08:00

Working Working & Working

2008-12-12T13:59:00.002+08:00

My dec holiday gonna spend with Station 1 cafe lo~

really quite busy nowadays

working everyday from 6pm to 3am

at Station 1 cafe ! ahaha

so tiring

the ppl over there quite fun anyway:D

Bowling Day

2008-11-17T10:04:00.008+08:00

>.< !

another boring days!

wake up quite early in the morning and end up dont know what to do

sin and hwa also not around jb

damm sian

Eventually, managed to call some friends out

Ching~Ken~Kai~Peong

Ching cant drive, Peong cant drive

so have to be the driver on that day

BLUR-est driver i have never met !

i made the most U turn of on that day! omg

especially on the way to Peong house

felt damm depressed whenever i got the wrong way

Ching and Kai also cannot tahan already

After that, met Ken in the jusco

initially, we were intend to take part a competition held by Sony

if success, can get a prize of RM1,299 Cybershot Camera

but eventually we didnt attempt to participate lol

Bowling Time!

haha, manage to get the lucky Stike on my 1st throw ahha

everyone shock inculded me

in the end,

I got the same score as Kai - 92

and Peong got the lowest xD haha

After that went dinner with them

at HongKongBoy, JJ

erm, we ordered alot of foods and nearly coudn't finish

talk and laugh until 10+

then fetch Peong home

Wa, her house is big de lor

her mother is looks quite fierce de lor

haha no offence ar ~

anyway~

like her bedroom and Piano room

damm cool lol

took some photo at her piano room haha

November 17

2008-11-17T09:49:00.006+08:00

Went to Steph birthday party last thursday

Living Room ! that's the cafe name.

anyway~ have some photo shot with the birthday girl and gang=)

but looks like is my birthday cause i am sitting in the center ?

anyway is the girls with yellow shirt xD

Went home damm late o.O

November 07

2008-11-07T09:47:00.010+08:00

Yea~ finish As level le ! =)

though few papers not very sure can get A

but don't feel like thinking already~

just spend this holiday uselfully and next year is my next battle year !

after Econs

abit emo haha

cause like not doing very well for that paper 2

anyway

went to watch James Bond 007 with A levels kia

almost the whole class watching the same time lo haha

but we seem like not walking together

and this is what i hate to see

but what can i do?

just look at them smiling talking

thats all

honesty

leroy's group is nice

but

still felt extra sometimes

hope to mix back my old group

but sound like thinking too much wei

suddenly thought of last time you said to me

you are worried that in the future if anything happend

we will felt very awkward towards each other

i am alright already

just hope start everything afresh

i know it takes time

but i am willing to wait

cause i really hate “擦肩而过”

After Movies,

went to meet my HEX gang

haha... play a few match of dota and have lots of fun

play until 10pm then go home le

after reaching home felt damm tired and don't even have the energy to take a bath

erm

Life is short, Spend it wisely :D

dont regret anything in your life

珍惜一切！

November 05

2008-11-05T14:32:00.003+08:00

yea! Tomorrow is the last paper of As Level ! for me haha all the best for everyone ya...

General paper

3.Is it always the best to tell the truth? 9.''Technology gives us the ability to control our daily lives"How far do you agree or disagree?

Have choosen this 2 questions.

omg la... spent more than one 1 hour doing the 1st question then end up having not enough time writting the 2nd question which i think i can still write alot! ARR!!

hope that i can PASS my General Paper! Wish me good luck haha~ After GP, went to have lunch with the gang again~ then went to WeiChing's house~

to eat cake and lepak at her house for 2 hours.? haha

have lots of fun at her house joking

hmm~ tomorrow last paper Econs!

hope can do well and score an A!! going to study le...

LAST DAY !

After tomorrow will have a 2 months break!

shall spend this 2 months nicely =)

kk~ shall sign off now~ !

Oct 26

2008-10-26T22:05:00.003+08:00

Its over~ broken heart is healing, anyway~ i learnt somethings during this journey.. actually i am tired though its just 2 months. However, i wont blame you~ cause overall, its not your fault either... I am alright now~ hope you are ... if not...

*i wondered somethings~ why is it so hard for me to...*

=) anyway~ i have to thanks all my friends who have comfort me along~ thanks ya... and please forgive my ignorance and happend to be emo always~

24

2008-07-24T19:04:00.006+08:00

"It is not the size of the dog in the fight

but the size of the fight in the dog that matters."

yaya~ learn new phrase today :)

changed my blog skins few days ago, although there is not much changes, i like it anyway, it is simple and nice haha.

Anyway, i think there is some problem between us, or may be i think too much, i don't know leh.. but i think we can overcome it right? trust me and belive in yourself

anyway, TOPIC TEST !! all throw in together at the same time, make us felt so nervous. but luckily, the tests are over! RELIEVE haha but have to prepare for the As level le, quite a lot of things to study and to prepare. Account.Economics.Statistic.PureMaths.GeneralPaper. omg.. so i may be very busy this few months and wont be posting so often.

I am so addicted to this phone ar... since that time i lost my HTC P3300... i dont dare to ask my dad to get me one anymore. I tried, but he like bo chap... haizx.. i asked him whether i can use my own money to buy, he also dont allow.. arrr feel like getting this phone leh :(

http://www.htc.com/www/product.aspx?id=46278

o.o

2008-07-13T21:06:00.003+08:00

Yes yes.. i am back:) i was away for so long and this blog had been rotting hehe... time flew so fast.. its already July of 2008. readers, try asking yourself what did you do for the past 7 months did you reach your goal you set the beggining of the year? did you waste most of your time on the bed? haha... for me, i havent reach my goal yet but i am climbing towards it :) my account is improving? i guess? my econs is trying very hard to score well? my maths is getting better and better marks:) and most importantly.. my english? ehh... i don't know hehe i just try to force myself to speak english everyday and read english newspaper THE POPULATION of A LEVELS JAN INTAKE is DECREASING ! Shiyi, Kam, Terry, Olivia, Weijie, Tom had transferred to another school for several reasons really missed every single one of them very much hope that next time A levels outing and see all of their faces again:) ya.. there are people leaving and sure there are peope coming to join Sunway Some people like HAO RAN ~ YAYA.. is him.. LIEW HAO RAN who was my primary school friends MsHow is giving birth soon and she might be away for few months? and we will have another econs teachers oh my, our econs will deprove !! haha no la.. *touch wood* hehe this few months i am addicted to play Rubiks cube hehe 3x3x3 SOLVED 4x4x4 almost 80% SOLVED just that the stupid long FORMULA need to memorise but i lazy haha 5x5x5 haven buy yet.. but i dont think i will go and learn haha... later addicted again choon yen was nagging me and asking me why my life is only spend with the Rubiks.. No life sia~ haha... no la.. i still got anoter person to accompany me ma xD kk.. i shall stop here hehe... update you all next time ba.. when i am free hahaha... see ya thanks for reading:)

hair hair hair

2008-05-20T23:23:00.002+08:00

just look through some of my past picture realize that i like grown abit fatter le leh-.- dont know why.. somehow sense that... bish... i am trying to keep my hair long especially my side but during the 过渡期 it is really suffering leh:( my hair like round round de haizx... just managed to keep my hair for about 1 month? this is my hairstyle during CNY and this is currently de may be some of you may think that there is no differences but i just want some your suggetion whether should i keep my hair long or cut away the side like last time

study study and study

2008-05-19T21:39:00.003+08:00

Study!!! today went out study with Houling and Guokling the Ling's family ! lol.. houling waited for me outside my house about 10mins? lol 6 miss call and 1 message! lol.. didnt notice that cause i DIDNT bring out my phone obviously! hehe ( save $$ mah) Spent the whole afternoon doing maths and GP spent about $15 for just French fries and Mushroom soup eerk.. the mushroom soup taste elrk when cold just leave it there .... whats the punishment? nagged by the 2 savers-.- and.. lol.. the CLIMAX of the day... guess what just saw a girl keep saying "有问题吗？" lol.. actually not keep saying la just that when we ask her question after she answered then will say it... we have alot of fun in that lol but... houling siao de.. come out with this wanna pass to that girl-.- guok leen also crazy de i thought play play only really go and pass to that girl i took it back from that girl in the end.... or else will shock that girl till cant sleep de lo.. try to imagine if you are the girl kena questioned by 3 strangers when you are working and given this paper .......................... kk... shall go and read though some of the essay le! bye thanks for reading:)

exam is around the corner!

2008-05-17T16:43:00.004+08:00

hey hey ! next week is my semester exam lo General paper, maths, statistic, account, economics my aim ! GP - B maths - A account - B economics - B ya... good luck for the rest of my classmates:D yea... shall post some of my dog's picture:D here come the FILA ! :D enjoyy~~

hey~ come on.. sit properly...

yaya good girl~ ^^ but please look at the camera

yea~ tts right

FILA

2008-04-30T20:09:00.002+08:00

shall consider again 1st :) i dont want to hurt anyone... including myself omg.. didnt get selected to be Student Ambassador actually quite sad la.. i so good.. help so much in the end never get selected haha.. but nvm i will still continue help them if there is a need i am willing to help wor F.O.C :D tomorrow there is badminton competition organized by badminton team and Student ambassador yea... tomorrow must be fun haha i will be the umpire cant participate =.= cause participated in the school lo... woo... exam is around the corner AIM straight As for all my subjects ! GO ! GO ! GO ! haha so high! okok shall sign off remember to tag me wor.. all my Singapore friends miss you guys.

return

2008-04-26T14:08:00.003+08:00

wa... really long time never blog le ... busy with school works and other problem ba... since that day my phone kena stolen i have already no mood thats why no blog ba... haizx... and i think even if i post also nobody will come and visit le my singapore friends all like lost contact le haizx... i shall face it though then this blog is like giong to rot le... zzzzzz boring-.-

i miss you xxxxx

hmmz

2008-02-24T01:26:00.011+08:00

hey... is another weekend again:) school is so boring haha.. but seems like have target le lol anyway... this coming tuesday 26/2 is my driving test wish me good luck ya? haha just bought a new phone HTC P3300 hehe:D i love my phone ... got map navigator.... internet... damm nice lor.... >.< feel like getting a basketball shoes my shoes have no more friction and the school's basket ball court is very slippery! and heard that coach is coming soon going to choose the top 12 for the competition the other players are quite strong i hope i can stand a chance :D my "tudi" in singapore must support me ! lol saw 2 shoes quite nice 1 is And 1 another is Adidas which one shall i get? lol any suggestion? which is nicer? haha i want CRUMPLER BAG !! Grrr but my mum said is too ex leh-.- this boy ar... want alot of ex ex things-.- hope next time will earn lots of $$ to satisfy himself>.< :D kk shall sign off~~~~~~

愛，絕對不是缺了就找，更不是累了就換！！

2008-02-15T10:59:00.004+08:00

woo~ 2 more lesson of car learning can go for exam le ~ hehe.. then march will get my Licence !! hahaha those who want me fetch just tell me ~ keke o ya.. just surfing around ppl's blog saw that this post is not bad.. just wanna to share with all my friends:D hope 冰冰 u don't mind wor xD thanks. for those who want to find out whats Love means..... continue reading:D 愛，絕對不是缺了就找，更不是累了就換！！那天聚會，朋友帶了她的朋友來參加，忽然間你發現，她的談話，她的舉止，都是你想像中的那樣。你曾夢想過有一天，當你戀愛，你的她，是這麼個樣。似乎她一笑，你就神魂顛倒，所以你靠近她，跟她講話，拉東扯西，只希望再看她笑一下。漸漸的，你有活動都會想找她，千方百計的想約她，她的出現，讓你心跳加速，她的失約，讓你搥胸頓足。你問到了她的電話，開始嘗試找她談天，聊生活，聊學業，聊興趣，聊看法，無所不用其極的修飾自己的遣詞用句，只為了給一個好印象，甚至營造兩人很合得來的假象。配合她的興趣，你開始改變自己，陪她看畫展，陪她喝咖啡，陪她看電影，陪她去逛街，想盡辦法提高見面的頻率，因為你看不到她，你會茶不思飯不想的心煩意亂。你們熟悉了，開始你找她，她找你，在看電影時，你會想碰碰她的手，排隊時，你會想拉拉她的肩，喝咖啡時，你開始找一些親暱的話題，用餐時，你會想切塊牛肉用你的叉子餵給她吃，逛街時口渴買飲料，你會希望她喝不完而跟你共享一杯奶茶。再來你學會，心情不好時故意給她看到，讓她看到你皺起的眉頭，看到你眼神的落寞，並期待她能主動關心問候。因此，你們開始交換心事，開心時共享，傷心時互相安慰，在適當的時候，你瞭解了她的個性與想法，清楚了她的脆弱與堅強。哪天，你故意引她傷心或動心，製造了浪漫的機會，夜裡的星空下，你們相擁，感受來自她的體溫，甚至她髮尾的香味。情不自禁，你用手撫去她的淚痕，當她抬頭望了你一眼，看著她眼裡殘存的淚光，用手輕碰她的臉頰，你會告訴她，你喜歡她，你將手劃過她的臉際，托起她的下巴，輕輕的吻了她。你以為愛情是什麼?? 一點點的動心，一點點的衝動，一個擁抱一個吻?? 天真的小孩們，日劇看太多了，痞子蔡的文章看太多了。這也許是愛情的一部分，但絕對不是大部分。愛情的主體是生活，一起生活。你能陪她一時的難過，但你能陪她所有的壓力嗎?? 你能給身體的溫度，但你能給生活的方向嗎?? 你可曾想像當熱情褪去，擁抱對你已經沒任何吸引力，你們如何走下去?? 天真的小孩，愛，絕對不是缺了就找，更不是累了就換。你不能怪她中途抽身，因為她在愛中看不到生活。生活，才是愛情的目的，這裡的生活不是一個人好好活，是兩個人如何一起好好過。愛，不輕許。愛，絕對不是缺了就找，更不是累了就換找一個能一起吃苦的而不是找一個能一起享樂的找一個能一起承擔的而不是找一個能一起做夢的找一個能對你負責的而不是找一個對愛情負責的愛情是盲目的生活是現實的因為愛情只不過是人類為了逃避現實而衍生的產品為了逃避現實我尋找愛情為了尋找愛情我失去真情失去了真情才發現早已身陷虛情......... [extracted from 冰冰 blog]

cny

2008-02-11T04:51:00.000+08:00

okok i am back :x aiya.. sorry la... for not posting frequently ya. cause i am sorting up my new sch de stuff realized that i am alot far behind from them For Account, those who know me, i never take poa in my secondary life... then know need to take Account as A level i don't even know what is credit and debit and they had already "fly" till balance sheet? then had to brush up the basic part of accounts.. haha.. thanks for jason so eagle wanna to teach me... keep asking me go over sg to learn:x but unfortunately i cant make it LOL For Economics, after 1 week's lesson i realized that actually is not that tough leh :x i am not a lot behind than the others still can catch up... is just that my eng have to improve :D For Mathematics, ARR !!! the teacher's eng not good de... but his maths is very pro but i still haven got my text book-.-? OUT OF STOCK liao... lol... hope that it restock after this CNY so that i cant finish my homework... For GP... hehehe... speak more eng read more newspaper shall chiong English for this whole year and i am free! cause this yea is the AS level and next year june is the A level. it split 2 parts for the A levels exam each exam carries 50% ya.. so end of this year i have to take 4 papers maths econs accounts and GP and if i pass my GP i only take the other 3 paper for the A level... tts all.. this is a new system of A level wor.. for more information dont ask me le XD kk.. enough for my school stuff actually, i have another reason why i want to study at Malaysia it had been a hard 4 years for me to study in Singapore by coming back to study can let me forget all ALL the unhappy stuff over there its alot actually-.- i shall not mention anymore friendship... studies... and the puppy de love ar... aiya... i had been keep changing my study environment friendship have to leave aside and build up at here again anyway... even if i have the chance to go back to Singapore.. i think it is really difficult to ask my sg friends to go out with me le its like a sense of..... separation? nvm~ forget it ! i am so afraid that i cant find back any friends in Malaysia.. move here and there-.- luckily~ still got AHBI ! hahaha and a group of friends who are really good :) i am so happy jiajun qinglong ahboy peishi yinghan.... really very lucky they will ask me out when they got program too.. haha is it because i am Malaysian? F3 actually i cant sleep well just now just look at the time that i am posting now.. haha.. talk to yinghan just now and she got my msg of emoing? lolll she said " actually single is very good you know? " hmm... i think that over and over again mai siao la.. i am not thinking to be a monk dey just that still cant find the right one at the moment then i shall stop thinking le ba shall not again affect my A level... so~ just work hard study for my A level shall not regret anymore and friends~ call me out hor..! if got go MAMA SHOP or eat steamboat hehe :) kk... anyway i will not forget all my friend in singpore de la all my 4s2 classmates, 4s1, 4a1, dota friends , bball friends.. haha... thanks for those who help me before in studies or other affairs ;x k ya. keep in touch

looking for job

2008-01-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

shakalaka baby~ looking for job this few days found a job may be? Baskins robins... is just near my house yea. It is tough to find a high pay in Malaysia i don't think any work at here will be higher pay than McDonald™ in Singapore. working in McDonald™ $2.80/hr however, working in Baskins robins which in Malaysia wil be RM3,50/hr :DD hmm.. THINK IT POSITIVELY! although earn much lesser at Malaysia but it is better than NONE ! should be starting work in the mid February ba~ hope i can find lots of new friends over there^^ O YA... here comes a more important things~ "O" levels result will be given out to us on 24th February 2008! honesty saying, i did my best... really did better for my prelims -.- anyway~ just hope i will get the results that i set... hit it with 100% ! :D

dy-says

2008-01-21T18:44:00.000+08:00

o yea! my blog is finally done! blogskins change:D it takes me so many days to find this skins-.- just wanted to be simple simple de~ haha... and i spent most of my times doing on the AFFILIATES all those picture:X hope those people's picture at there will like it tell me if you wanna change the picture but dont ask me to delete it:D o ya... at 1sst i was struggling of that idea i dont know how to make it but thanks lijun from helping me! wakak and SEET - the man... thanks helping me for the profile ~ now i dont know where should i put music.. hmm..... *STUCK*

sorrry

2008-01-17T03:10:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not been posting nowadays... but this blog is coming back alive !

yoyo

2007-11-04T07:48:00.000+08:00

wow wow.. just came back from mac finish studying with cong jason rh and eddie at mac.. cool... "ton" at mac but.. cong kept asking me whether got go mac in the end.. i drag till 3+ then go .. LOL... by the time i reached there i saw jason rh and eddie sleeping le -.- left cong there happily welcome me.. emo ar cong... heard that rh slept the most.. didnt even remember said " hi" to me when i come and.. jason... haha.. funny.. keep changed his sleeping style.. EDDIE !.. went home at 5:03am.. ps jason and rh who were still sleeping.. because no bus provided during that time.. so he had to WALK HOME from KHATIB MAC ! so sad.. we wondered whether he will walk half way then sleep on the grass -.- kk.. shall stop here.. after o level then will post.. i go study le ! last day of memorising ! :D good luck for all O level candidates... jiayou

yea

2007-08-23T23:01:00.000+08:00

O COOL ! I FINALLY REALIZED I AM TOTALLY USELESS IN THIS MAN ! this is really the last time !

go !

2007-08-18T10:53:00.001+08:00

I JUST DELETED MY DOTA ! and all the games ! can you believe it? omg... i just treat it as ACCIDENTALLY uninstall lor then now... can concentrate on my O although my hand felt itchy of playing dota and angry! but.. no choice this is the simple condition i should do now.. left 1 more thing in my mind i don't know how to say but i know the answer it will definitely hurt me but this starts to bother me i hate this i love this too should i? should i not? i had already plan my study timetable in this week i shall follow it and not TAKL ONLY ! haha.. kk actually thought can go and watch movie with you thats why planning to go back today or else yesterday night go back liao lor haha... anyway i going back to make a new spec? hope can find a suitable one=) k gtg le HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QIWEI ! fearless... sign off yao

don't over estimate yourself

2007-08-17T18:19:00.000+08:00

erm... yesterday was thinking to strike the rest of my subject to an A but today~ on the way helping mdm lim to carry things go to our class she is trying to advice me not to over estimate yourself as all of you know my result is aint that good but i always say that i want A1 or 2 which sounds impossible haizx... she said having an high hope is good for me but, we must know where we stand is not good that always place yourself at the highest position haizx... she said as i give up my MT with a B3 i should and i know need to buck up for others then i tell her i must strike all for an 1 or 2 but she said this is my "bad" things she said i must make a realistic goal which mean all b3 is really really good for me le 1 or 2 is a bonus? but i gave a thought to it if my english get a pass like C6? then chem, phy, ss all B3 and of course... I must get my A and E maths A1 which means, is about 17 for the aggregate and get a good course stay in poly but i want TO GO JC because i want to get into uni ! if go poly must reach top 5% it sound... HAIZX... although 17 can also enter like YJC? but... haizx! haizx... HAIZX !! may be? i should heed her advice.. to get into poly if i continue make all those UNREALISTIC goal i may not even enter to POLY! so......................... ya... no more jc? or no more poly choose 1...... Grrrr.... nvmm i really really really really need ALOT OF BUCK UP ! for my prelim exp SS and CHEM 1 more weeks for this 2sub ALL THE BEST and GOOD LUCK for my CHALLENGE ! B3 !

achieving what i desire isnt a matter to worry

2007-08-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

achieving what i desire isnt a matter to worry well... i am not retaking my MT O LEVEL ~ haizx... B3 actually is really really not enough for me... exp is my Chinese ~ but, after heeding some advices, since that i know that my standard is deproving and if i gonna score an 1 in mother tongue, i really will put in alot of effort to achieve. HOWEVER, if i am going to put in the EFFORT IN MT ! what about the rest of my subject? am i going just to score an 1 and all the rest deprove by 1 grade.. is aint worth it man! since i know that is very difficult for me to take it.. i must else give up my chinese ( although i felt very very sad) and put in MORE MORE MORE MORE effort in the others. Another reasons is because... even i memorize all the 成语, i may not apply all in my compo? i rather put that effort in the chemistry physics geography and social studies memorizing all the FACT ! is better... haha... action speaks louder than words ! so .. i shan't talk anymore... i will do it... nono, i MUST do it AND ! EXP FOR MY SOCIAL STUDIES ! ......... MR NAIR !! i shall not " THROW" badminton members' face ! i will PROVE YOU WRONG !! GRRRR ~~~~ all 4s2 students know what i am talking ... lol.. kk la.. think wont write so much liao i really need to buck up since i am not 读书的料. anyway, achieving what i desire isnt a matter to worry, the effort must be put in though ! this mean alot ! haha.. ><

123

2007-08-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

Spelt at 4am -.- wake up at 930am …

Known that my cousin went to 838 to participate an art competition

By Orhich Park Secondary School and Naval base Sec ?

Haha… is a art exhibition ba..

Yo… saw Pitchaya and her cousin, then of course

Mdm loy

Mskoh

MsSoh and…….

MAJOR TAN !

Lol…

Yaya.. pitchaya said still at ss notes page 4

Then I like… wa… got ppl same as me=)

Must start memorizing now liao…

Or else no time !

Today and tomorrow

2 days left

jiayou !

jiayou to all 4s2 students also

okok…

2 more weeks

prelim coming

no more dota=(

no more movie=(

no more basketball=(

no more sleeping=(

seriously must concentrate liao la

I don’t want to waste the 4 years studying in Sg

If you ask me,

Is better to study here or Malaysia?

What is the difference?

I felt that the educational system in Singapore is higher than Malaysia

The things the quite difference is…

During class

When teacher is teaching

Students are not allowed to walk around even is just throwing rubbish

And here in Singapore

Sometimes I felt that the teachers do not concern so much about the movement in the class

Like you want to walk there walk here also can de

Quite weird lor-.-

And!

Here like don’t need to knock the door to come in one…

Yaya…. This is the difference that I don’t really like xD

~chao !

zhihao birthday

2007-08-12T00:19:00.001+08:00

cool ! today was fun ! 1st of all advanced happy birthday to zhihao ! went to Orchard to buy present xD ... with seet and chungkit.. lol... then come back meet farhan and ian to go for zhihao party at sembawang park... quite fun... but.. we supposed mrtang mspaul msfoo mslee will come... but in the end ! guess what ! all PANG SEH =x everyone started to kee siao liao.... 1st we have marshmallow war ! then follow by ice war ! omg... marshmallow war was damm fun man.. =x huiling started it 1st i guess ! hahaha... jerren poor thing lol.. kena his left eye there swollen... but don't know who hit one.. then we go buy alcohol ! =x seet damm sian ... quite a few share the beer but didn't share the money... is about $20 + lor... haizx... anyway... after that... seet and i went to buy 2 can of heineken ... anyway.. quite fun.=) here are the pictures...still have more but lazy to update=) those who want ask from me ba zhihao : JERREN... take this for me.. jerrren : FIRE ! Seet: piang eh... =( me and jerren this one go and guess yourself=) yaya... anyway... happy birthday to leekoon ! xD yaya... tts all... i go study liao ... bye !

8.9

2007-08-09T06:43:00.001+08:00

sorry for not updating for such a long time=) although there is a lot of things happened to me, i didn't write these out at here. may be i am busy? ( but i am not), may be i am lazy? may be i think is useless posting it out?last time when i was sad, i will try to find someone to talk to, but now, since that day i ask yingshi what she will do when she felt sad, she said she will keep inside her heart, so from that day... but now.... nvm haizx, things didn't go so well actually, since sec1 when studying at orchid park secondary school, until now, i still faced alot of problems, friends, family studies, relationship... don't know la.. i thought love comes in naturally, when you really like that person, is really cannot express in word. Someone say this and this match. who and who not match? does it really matter? so what if match? so what if not? loves come naturally through your heart... not mouth ! i believed you truly like the person, no matter how much effort you put in, the most important thing is wish the person to be happy rihgt? hope that he could take care of her. take care.. sound so far... but what? actually just hope that she wont get hurt ... most of my friends are younger than me, but everyone also treat me like same age or younger? Actually i don't really mind, i just wish that i could mix with them, but guess what? sometimes i just felt that i am very left out... is it because misunderstanding of age-gap? or what? i don't mind what you all treat me as, cause i am really not ... family problem, since i came to Singapore to study, the connection and relationship with my parents are getting lesser and lesser. They are getting less and less understand about me. The things i hate most is they always tried to use "sarcastic word" to make me do somethings ! which this didn't happened when i study in MALAYSIA ! moreover, at malaysia i still managed to find some friend who knows about me, care about me. my parents always misunderstand the message i try to send to them and turn another way to scold me... studies... the most important things. English, all of my friends know, my english is damm damm damm poor, i don't deny that, but sometimes really hurt when someone tried to learn more and you all down there laughing and teasing at me. since sec1 , i have decided to score well in my english and have a fluent conversation in English. why why why? and now, i am already sec4, O level is coming, and my english still like sh*t. I wanted to go JC and the least is a pass in english isn't it? 2 more months. teachers also look down on the students, i shall not mention their name. Chemistry... omg, this is another subject which i hardly get a pass since beginning of sec 3, and now sec4 ! O LEVEL IS COMING ! the last test i only got 18/40, WTF LA... study also failed... never study also fail... this kind of standard wishing to go to a JC ! other friends down there laugh at me also LAI BU JI ! sorry Mr Ramesh? ....................................................................speechless............................................................ i still remember clearly what my father ask me through the phone when i get back my mind year result... " diyao, is it possible for you to retake the o level next year, ask principal whether you are allow to study sec4 again and retake if cannot make it" when you all saw this, i am not lying , may be you will down there laughing, pity me or what i I DONT CARE ! i just know my dad is not UNDERSTAND ME anymore ! this is what i mean all sort of "sarcastic" , but did he know that i am really very hurt? haizx.. i shall not carry on, i have really really really tired of all kind of things that had happen to me, really tired... shouldn't me be studying now? you may ask me this question and ask me to stop about what happen to the past... i shall stop here. may be you will think i am a emo person, but i just with to thank those who read this post... just want to be happy everyday as well as you to be happy........... if i at malaysia... since i at singapore........... HAIZX!!!! why some girls like that type of guy? o.o loving someone can make you do all sort things... including changing yourself into that type?

lalal

2007-07-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

wa so tired this morning so lazy to climb up from the bed but in the end manage to pull myself out from the bed xD haha~7:05 then bath luckily never late to school =x ya... minggui was late today ! OVERSLEPT ! lol... hmm, 1st period was maths Mr Goh came in and told us something which is O level is coming need to get more serious in our work :) less gaming, less basketball, less soccer, less watching TV lol and qw and jasper were caught by MrGoh of playing basketball ! LOL kk anyway i shall not mention about the lesson in the class liao hmm ya... today yongsiang and gracia went for the drama thingy so i partner with linxiang in the chemistry lab ! piang... he so guailan -.- say what the individual experiment i do can liao then he down there record -.- but in the end... he still like so serious about his work and do "all" by himself =x haha hmm jianzhong got punished by MsLee from lending ORAL BOOKLET to 4s1 he denied that MsLee only said that cannot lend book to 4s3 but never mention about 4s1 -.- lame so in the end got punished by MsLee to write a LOVE POEM haha then whole class suddenly so you2 mo4 qi4 say what Catherine xD look forward for the poem tomorrow :) hmmm, english remedial MsLee gave us english compre to do and call up some ppl for oral practise 1st is yidi then jianzhong after that is kelly then kelly forgot to bring her oral booklet haha guess what her 1st reaction =x turn behind and lend from ____ xD haha but too bad he never bring =x then she lent from siyuan i think lol sad kelly hmm, kk i shall go finish my compre liao and the rest of the homework... bye

hmm

2007-07-03T18:43:00.000+08:00

yaya, i am back home actually this internet cannot be connected i just push the wireless connection a little away and it CONNECTED ! lol? got such this wor.. haha anyway felt better this morning when i woke up only have a little bit of headache but still go school haha, dont want to miss any more lesson yeah ~ hmm, nth much on the lesson today all went quite fine just that need to prepare for the ENGLISH oral lor.. haha ms lee really brought the MIC haha.... luckily never called on me but i think tml will kena me liao... die.. hmm after school da bao MAC then go qw house cause I DONT WANT TO LAG OUT! =x all call me ''dc KING '' sad ! lol... haizx.. also not my fault leh.. not i wanted de leh haha, i found out sth.. i out my dota name as "dy" yijie say, dont put "dy" la , put it as " "dc" better and the stupid qw down there laugh like wth -.- but hor i at qw house play the 1st match me and qw dced ! so funny ! so i decided to change name may be that name -.- [`mai Sia0 xiAo ]my new dota name... haha not bad.. 1st match - Anti mage ( win ) so now is 1-1 =) i shall keep on the track lol kk~ cha0 ~

lol

2007-07-02T11:46:00.000+08:00

haha... i am back... lol... sorry for not posting for quite a long time.. xD kinda busy, and lazy =x hmm, where shall i start ? o.O ok~ school re-open ! hmm, timetable changed, pe teacher changed.... the rest remained the same lor o.o btw... last week, Mr Ramesh was sick on Mon, Tue, Wed all of us so happy -.- but... o level is coming leh.... o ya... school rules change! MP3 is allowed to bring in opss ! is it a good or bad news? hmm... i personally think is... i dont know ~ haha... dont know what to carry on... anyway.. i will do blog it later at night? =)

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2007-06-12T19:59:00.000+08:00

yaya.. just finished watching yuandian the show is so nice =D i hate YUCHENG! haha... cause he bully tingli xD anyway.. today 11am.. on 24hr 2x exp in maple... during i training i think about of things especially... my study haizx.. after that.. dun know why suddenly dun feel like playing le sorry for making this decision eddie.. sry... i really really worry about my study sorry i really wan to settle down le get rid of all the distraction good luck for me ba ~ ^^

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2007-06-11T18:35:00.000+08:00

thinking it over and over again should i play bootes or cass? i really very confused sometimes.. i log in 'tortio lvl42' feel like tranning but i will think about 'isoft lvl83' haizx... bootes is full of friends cass is with my cousins maple ar maple why would you make so many worlds haizx.. o level is coming... should i play? my result like sh*t i can really say like SH*T haizx.. mr ramesh said, '' there is something called [too late] " this 2 words keep appearing in my eyes whenever i nv do my homework/study whenever i playing maple whenever i playing dota whenever i playing basketball and even whenever i going to sleep will this 2 words becoming true in my life? i kept telling myself from the year start... i shall concentrate on my study but i failed to do so again and again thats why i got this kind of result sorry dad, sorry mum, sorry ~ sorry ~ yesterday, when i was playing dota with kkc, qw, dom, allen and kkc fren one of you mention sth i know who u are you said ' o level coming still play' but u still play with me the match i am really worry really my english my chemistry my physics my geography my a maths my maths my social studies 1st time.. 1st TIME ! i am WORRIED ABOUT ALL MY SUBJECTS why WHY? WHY!!? diyao... wake up please PLEASE PLEASE ! dun let your parents down just now finish asking my cousin about maple asking him whether wan to play maple... in our conversation... he thinks that maple is just a waste a CASH everything nid CASH and scolded me "U THINK MONEY EASY TO EARN ?" and say something like this which make it give up on maple "when i signed in maple .. i felt like "what am i doing here"? what should i do .... its all changed .... i cant get in .. i cant get in. its too unstable. its unfair , its the games for cash player. using cash screwed the market, using cash to leel up fast, using cash to get good weapon, using cash to get scrolled or whatever its called, using cash to enter an event , using cash to spam and scold MEGA, using cash to open shop to earn money back , using cash etc etc .. NOW EVEN more worst!!!!! USING CASH TO AUTO POT !!!!AUTO HP POT AND MP POT !!!! using cash to loot items ... ETC !!! ALLLLLLL CASH !!!!! without CASH !!!!!!!!! U CANT PLAY MAPLE like FUN !!!!!!! U WAN TO HAVE FUN !!!!!!!!!!! CASH IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! " now... i will try to work hard in this 'holiday' try to get rid of maple dota i will i must i just feel like crying now

a new start

2007-06-11T13:34:00.000+08:00

hmm... this blog is back... let us forget all the past start a new and happy life hope more and more ppl come to my blog please tag also make my tag board alive ! thx !